For You

I just told you today that it's been so long since I've seen stars in the sky.

Indirectly, I said that the last time I've seen them was probably before I even met you, and that was months ago. Indirectly, I said that ever since I met you, I haven't seen a single star in the sky. No, not even Venus (Venus, not Mercury, ok?), muff.

But maybe it's because I don't need them anymore.

Stars are there to bring you hope. That's what you gave me. I used to be so optimistic about life and yet so pessimistic about love. Nobody understood why, I didn't either. But I guess somehow, you did. Because you were able to change me. I still feel that way about love, and I do not deny that, but you have given me hope. Sometimes you make me so happy I want to slap myself because I feel stupid. Yes, you make me feel stupid, but that's ok. I'd rather be stupid and happy than be smart and miserable.

So I will stop worrying now. Maybe I won't have you forever. Maybe you'll be gone before I know it. Maybe. Maybe it's 'dusk and summer' for us (sorry I had to bring up this song again, hehe). I don't know. But I don't care anymore. Every moment that I am with you, I'm going to make it last.

Because I know that one day, I'll look back, and I'll think of you and all the times I've been with you. And when I do, I'll smile. I'll smile because I'll be glad that I knew how it was to be this happy.

You always say that I always shoot you down (heehee) and you even told me once that I didn't reciprocate your feelings. I know that deep inside you know it's not true, but maybe you need me to say it to you anyway (to affirm, eh? haha). So here it is. This deviation is for you. For the short while that I've been with you so far, I've been happiest.

Sorry, you know I'm not normally cheesy. And I'm not poetic either, so I'm sorry I couldn't make this any more romantic haha.

Muff.. even so... I think you still owe me stars (catch me a star, remember?) ... and a guitar song. Hmmm!!! Heeheeheeee. :*

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